Almost the last day of the first month of the new year

Complex, long and windy for what could have been simple.
It's all a complete chaos in my head

What we do we do for what we are
but why to try and make us out to be what we can't be

It's a long night
no one can fight

The time that ticks away slowly, but loudly
the alarm clock that I have banished so soundly

What awaits me tomorrow , thank you god is a surprise
Hope I have positivity with sunrise.